You always tell your story so beautifully. I know at least one reason you’re here on earth–God gifted you with words. You’re such a blessing to me. And when you have dark hours, just remember that God does still love you and want the best for you. Marriage and kids aren’t a golden ticket to happiness–they take work, like anything else. I know you know that, though, and I do pray that you’ll meet a guy one day (soon!) that you can settle down with and that the two of you can raise kids together. *big hugs*