Recap of 2017
It’s been a while since I’ve logged on here and wrote anything down. Last was from Ryu’s birthday back in July of 2017. A lot has happened since then and to be honest our family has been through a lot of ups and downs these past several months. However, at the end of it all our family has a lot to be thankful for. The year ended amazingly and within the first week of the new year our blessings have continued to pour in.
Let’s start with one the biggest events that happened. I got married! Yup, I sure did! After only having three months to plan the event Lovey and I did it! It was a very stressful experience, but at the end of it all it was by far one of the biggest highlights of my life. Yes, at some point I transformed into a Bridezilla to get everything together and at the end of the day none of it really mattered. Sure, our decorations and wedding looked great, but there really is no such thing as perfect. The most important part of it all is that I got to do it with my best friend and I get to cherish every moment of that with him. The plus side is I get to call him my husband, ha! We also had great vendors that covered our wedding and I wouldn’t change it for anything.
We had a great Photographer! If you’re in the Los Angeles area and in need of a photographer, check out Crush Vision Photography. He went above and beyond our expectations. He did a great job making me look incredibly put together in the photos, ha. I bet he’s got a bunch where I just look extremely hammered!
There’s a lot more to share and write about, but I’ll probably slowly ease into my blog as time passes just to get back on the blogging wagon. I’m still debating whether or not I want to start up a YouTube channel since I’ve been inspired to start one. I sort of want to make it a parody of what I’ve seen and what I’ve been watching, but to be honest I’m more of a photo taker and blogger than I am a vlogger or editing videos. I lack skills when it comes to filming and I’m very camera shy. I feel like pictures are bit more forgiving.
I’m hoping to be more involved with my site. I’m wondering where I’ll be a year from now. I truly had a tough year mentally, physically, and emotionally. However, I’m ready to put that all behind me. No, none of this New Year, new me crap.. but more of a refresher. It’s time I take care of myself and what’s mine.
If there’s one thing I could reflect on by being MIA the past several years from blogging it’s that I have yet to find myself and peace within myself. There is a lot that I can say I’ve felt guilty for and I’ve carried that burden with me over the past few years. I let that guilt ruin relationships, but most importantly the relationship I have with myself. It being a New Year I’ve realized that at the end of the day no one cares about you, but yourself. You are your biggest supporter, enemy, friend, and confidant. Without any of that you would feel completely lost. I’m at the point in my life where I am slowly letting go of any pain I carried for a long time. It’s time to be happy, live life, and be healthy. The only judgment I really should care about is the judgment I have for myself. Cheers to a New Year! Cheers to finally living life the way I want to and cheers to making myself happy. Let’s do this 2018! Let it all go. My biggest fear is within myself and no one can fix that but me.