The Long Wait is Over

It started in 2005,

I was waiting for my friends to come out

when he approached me and asked a question because I looked familiar.

…that is when I got curious, little by little it bloomed to something more interesting

I did something which I shouldn’t have done, to wait and to hope for something beautiful.

He became an idea.

An idea that never happened, because it was just MY idea.

It was never mutual, but I always hoped for something better.

I will wait until I’ll say that the long wait is over.

I protected the idea in my head, and unconsciously built an invisible wall that others could feel.

Years later, he found out this idea that I formed.

I do not intend for him to know.

But I am thankful that he found out, and never did make a move.

Because if he did, it will be hard to destroy the invisible wall and erase the idea.

It is 2013 now, and I just recently confirmed that he really liked someone else.

I was uncomfortable with the information I just learned.

And it will be foolish for me to continue protecting the idea and hope for something that will never happen.

So, on this day forward,

I would say,

The Long Wait is Over.