sometimes it's ok to have things not organized neatly

this year i slept through nye countdown again, but not from passing out
nye taking no significance despite my surrounding bursting with fireworks in ranging scales
don't remember the last time i really liked/was happy seeing fireworks
don't have year long resolutions, just want to get back on track with more things in hand right now

new year where everyone wishes it to be 'kinder' to them, not they being kinder;
new year where a friend will recycle a quote by mark twain on nye as an excuse for drinking;
new year where people stay awake for noises and sky hiking debris, people who don't usually stay up late and people who usually do, slightly minding it less, now that they've got company, good friends or pizzas or strangers throwing one side of their flip flops at you, assuming active festivity

2013 is plans and
executions
or maybe tiny prayers to father time getting
answered, dcfc would say

i dyed my hair a week or two ago
feel good about it because it's a color i would like to 'work outfit around'

a friend asked me about my aversion to period/punctuation marks at all
felt like it was a deferment of responsibility

school will be long this semester, but with two days off
linguistics, philosophy, biology, communication for approx 4 months
a concoction i hope i would grow liking in no time

ok is the answer to everything i would ever feel obliged, partially/fully, to answer