Flashback Friday // January 10, 2012

I originally posted this photo back in January 2012 but I don't care. I'm posting it again. Because how adorable is that little baby!?

Two years ago today, Connor was a little over 1 month old and we were just starting to realize that his crying wasn't going to stop. If I could climb into a time machine and go back to this photo I would give myself the biggest hug and tell myself that when it gets really really bad to remember that I won't die. And to get myself straight to my Dr for medication. I can't even imagine how different my PPD/PPA outcome would have been if I had gotten help right away instead of waiting almost 6 months. Geesh.

And immediately after hugging myself I would have nuzzled into Connor's sweet warm tummy and never let go.