No one told me grief feels like fear

Today marks 6 months since my Dad died, I guess all of this Day of the Dead has my heart aching a little bit. On Friday as I was driving to Cristi's to hang out I just started balling, I had done that same drive so many times meeting my Dad for his doctors appointments, now he's gone forever. I have to thank all of you wonderful folks who left me comments when I was caring for him, I re-read those yesterday and they made me feel so much better. Misery sure loves company and you are great company!

Despite a bit of melancholy I had a wonderful weekend.

All of my family lives in San Diego so my friends here have become family. I don't know what I would do without them. Cristi and I went to Red Light on Friday and I am wearing a romper with matching jacket that I got. Pretty amazing huh!

Portland has more strip clubs than any other state in the USA. I have never been inside of one, I need to change that!

I wore tons of cute stuff last week but had no time for outfit shots, so here are some lazy glimpses.

Work break:)

Found a German cuckoo clock for $3.

Getting ready for halloween!

I got a sweet hair cut and I hope to have my hair dyed in about a month. I gotta let it fade a bit.

I picked up this hair wrap in Seattle, I love it!

Here is Ash is all her gray glory.

Here is my 27inch iMac from 2010, Chris is putting in a new solid state drive in. I am also teaching myself HTML and CSS. I want to learn a new skill because I have a pretty cool idea and I need to learn it to build it.

It feels good to have something besides work to put my own energy into. I hope you are all doing well. Any plans for Halloween?