Rachel Knows... She's Bummed about Her Blog.

I miss my blog so much and not being able to keep up with it regularly over these past 8 months has been rough. I look at all of my makeup and I want to play with it and do looks to put on the blog and go out and get new things to swatch and review, but I just don't feel well enough too and I don't have the money to get anything new. That last sentence had far too many ands and that is a huge no-no in writing, but I don't even feel like breaking that up in different sentences. I've had to go to my regular OBGYN once a week and my High Risk OBGYN twice a week for a while now. Every time I go it is a $35 copay. Talk about sucking us dry. In addition to my Hyperemesis Gravidarum, which has been kicking my butt, I have developed Steroid Induced Gestational Diabetes, that's kicking my butt even harder. I take steroids to help with the nausea and vomiting associated with the Hyperemesis Gravidarum. So yeah, that sucks. I have started having to get an ultrasound at each appointment, so that's two ultrasounds a week. They aren't normal ultrasounds. They're Biophysical Profiles. If Lucy doesn't pass them I may have to be sent to the hospital for her to be taken out immediately. It is stressful and insanely scary. Anyway, my point of all this is that my time, money and energy are just gone, so the blog has taken such a huge backseat to everything else going on and it makes me sad, but it's just how it is. I'll hopefully be back soon with a healthy, happy baby and hopefully I'll be healthy and happy again myself.