I always get what I want
I tend to forget I always get what I want. It may take me a day, months or sometimes years to get it, but I get it. It sounds like I’m rather spoiled when I put it like this, but I actually work really hard for the things I want. The things I want aren’t material things most of the time. It’s easy to work for something material you want and buy it. But there are things in life that can’t be bought. Those things are what I work really hard for.
The reason why I am writing this is because I have been quite depressed lately. Mostly because I’m missing someone I don’t want to miss. Yes, another non-material thing, in this case it’s a person I want. When I feel low I always think of all the things I don’t have and I forget all the things I do have. Things I worked hard for and never thought I would get them anyway and somehow I did. I had some faith that never left me and it got me this:
• Four lovely dogs – I used to be really allergic for dogs
• I got into the school of my choice – I had trouble learning due to health issues and never thought I would make it or that I was smart and disciplined enough. I’m working on graduating now.
• Friends that get me and never gave me crap about being sick so much – I used to be a loner and not by choice but because of bad health
• My parents are forever in love now – They used struggle a lot and I was afraid they would divorce.
• I’m making money blogging and expending my skills – I never thought I was good at anything until I started blogging
• This guy told me I love you – Never thought anyone would say that to me because I’m quite difficult to be with
• People like my personality – As a former loner I can tell you that seemed really far away
• I still have allergies but I’m almost eczema free after 24 years of living on this earth – I have chronic eczema and it looked like it would never go away
As you can see these things aren’t things you can buy. These things are things you get through love, trust, faith and those things can be pretty hard to do. It means working hard on yourself and the ones you love. It’s mental work which often is harder than physical work. But that is how I got all the things I want and I’m not done yet. I will get everything I want and I will appreciate it lot’s. I’mma love them long time.
What are all the things you got that you really wanted?
Kaya-Quintana
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