The stresses

That is what I've been having lately, building each day until reaching a nervous breakdown-level crescendo on March 4 at 6am. That is the date and time I am moving to London. And I am stressed.

To be clear, my boyfriend and dog will be staying in Vancouver. :(

I'm not just stressed about the move, but about all the things I have to do between now and then, on top of work responsibilities- last minute projects, and a week away in New York/Orlando that is supposed to be a "vacation" but there is a good chance that I will be too stressed out to relax, not to mention that it will be fucking freezing and probably snowing in New York (why do we travel in the winter again?).

My list of things to do before I leave keeps growing, even as I check things off.

I haven't even begun to wrap my head around what I should pack. I am trying to finish up beauty products to reduce the number of those coming over, but it's the shoes that are the problem. I have a lot of shoes and a lot of shoe boxes. I'm not getting rid of those shoe boxes but they can't come with me either.

I usually consider myself a pretty calm person. But the stress has been getting to me. Sometimes I can feel myself shaking/vibrating.

Anyway,

I thought I would revive this blog to document my journey... so that people who know me can make sure I'm still alive. I'm not sure how it will pan out, but I will have some time on my hands before I find a job in London, so I can imagine I will have some time to blog.