I made a promise to myself this year
Dissecting ice cells
stem by stem
Removing the doubt
I made a promise to my heart
Wrapped it in teflon
Pushed up my sleeves
Saluting a new start
If I ever get the chance to tell you
I will
If I get within two feet
Hold still…
Stay still
This might hurt a little
I made a promise to myself this year
Resulting in severed limbs
Discolored skin
Eyes shut to my has-been
I made a promise to the world
Removing the scattered fringe
Abstract stains
And stolen parts
Releasing broken bones
Mended by chosen sparks
I ran away with the circus today…
I gave them all of my new promises
When they told me to stay away
The world wasn’t ready to see me shine
Sublime measures
Alternate universe
Of crime
Sitting in front of borrowed time
I made a promise to myself this year
All of the above don’t mean a damn thing
With its passive breaks
Selective punctuation
Shift, Return
Dripping in fear
Only here
And now
Makes sense
Breathing in present tense
Sealed tight
Worn ripe
Basking in a sky full of newness.