Analyze this, Analyze that

Yeah… HI! Long time no see!

Shit has changed over the past couple of months, unbefuckinglievable. Including the lay-out of wordpress which is… Whatever, I’m not cheering about it.

On my side: I have a cat, a job (FUCK YES: FINALLY) and my current study is almost OVER and done and fuck, I will have a bachelor degree!!!!! Don’t get me wrong here, psychology is fascinating but not exactly what I want to do and I need the degree and blablabla. There’s even MOAR but privacy and other things.

Of course that went WITH ALL THE FEELINGS

A mixture of

And

Job interviews. ‘Nuff said.

and

Which is quite the usual you’d say.

True, but of course I wouldn’t be me if I hadn’t made some incredibly stupid decisions. Really, after TEN YEARS I should know that fucking up my natural cycle with my birth control pill is a VERY BAD IDEA FOR ME.

I know, I know. Shit got worse when I figured out my rash could be a side effect of the birth control pill (and I’m still like ‘Whut?’). However, I immediately stopped using it and everything seems to calm down and I feel normal instead of looking at myself like

So, lots of change and all to the positive but what about this blawgh?Well, I’M BACK! Hoorah. But I’m going to change a few things and about some I’m not even sure.

• The focus on make-up will be less. I still love painting my face but I do it as much as I did and with the job I have to go ‘naturel’. Also: USPS increased its rates some time ago. Nothing to horrible but I buy less make-up.
• Now, ‘fashion’ was a small part of this blawgh anyway and that will become more. However, I’m still struggling with my camera so I have to figure out how I’m going to do that. The John Thornton Challenge is still on.
• Slowly, lingerie is finding back its place in my life and I think it should be here as well, this includes pin-ups and that sort of thing.
• Going even further: I’m interested in sexology & relationships and if everything goes as I planned, and it looks like it will, my future career will be in that field. It IS a big part of my life and I want to do something with it HERE. That will have some consequences, one of them probably an age-limit for the blog, or perhaps just for that section. I’m not really sure about the exact content but no reviews about toys or regular porn as IDGAF. No advice thing either as who the fuck am I to give advice? I hardly know what I’m doing at the moment.
• It is possible I’ll read some smut (oh yes…) and tear it apart here. Because I can and for fuck sake: most smut is unintentionally hilarious.

That all being said: the Ballet Challenge will, of course, be finished. I actually checked out several performances online for inspiration and I have some ideas of my own. BUT: the rash needs to be gone before I do that. First of all, I don’t like my face with rash and second: I know my skin needs to calm down before I go all haywire with make-up.

Basically, this blog will be more about everything that I do and fascinates me. This doesn’t mean it will become a diary because lol NO. On the other hand: I hardly ever avoid personal things, only when others are involved. That won’t change.

Have a great weekend, sugars.

Xoxo,

Kat