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Dear friend,

Sometimes, the person you thought would lift your spirits up would be the one to pull you down.

The one you thought could understand would be the one to question and blame your actions.

I thought I was strong enough. I thought I would not care after all.

But here I am, cannot stop the tears from falling.

And cannot stop the pain from beating.

I wanted to trust and confide, but I still cannot.

Maybe this is why.

I am not strong enough to trust.