I miss blogging…

I miss it bad.

I’ve been reading over old posts and it makes me miss writing here so much.

I’ve felt like writing here soooooo many time over that last year, but I didn’t. It felt dishonest to me to continue on without dealing with the BIG BAD that happened in my life over the last year. The problem was that I wasn’t ready to publish the big bad all over the interwebz for everyone to read. I’m not sure I’ll ever be ready to be so public about it, but my heart felt like it was a lie to just jump in and not say anything. I wrote THE post a while ago but never published it. I’m publishing it now, but password protected. It’s a cheat, I know, but a girl has to feel safe right?

My close friends know the whole sordid story anyway, and their support and love has helped me through this god-awful year. I honestly don’t know what I’d do without them.

I’m sorry if making my posts private seems like a cop out, I really do have my reasons. And I really needed to get past this post so I could start to move on.

Thanks for reading, hopefully I’ll be able to post regularly again now.