the future

i think i've been lacking some serious talk here. i feel like pouring all my feelings out into writing, but then, i stop and think... what should be the right word to describe this?
i feel like i've just lost something really important. and i want to grab it back, but i just can't. i must say, this is the first time i feel this kind of worry. i doubt i'll find this treasure again somewhere. i'm not sure whether i'll meet something close to perfect like this i don't want to miss the chance, but i know i just can't own this one.
so i stop and think again, a mysterious world i'm living in, what other secret lies underneath? i'm so curious to know my future and i believe no one's able to tell me other than God but i just want a guidance to let me know whether i'm making the right choice whether i'm walking in the right path or whether i'm heading to the right end
well, all i can say for now is... i hope whatever the future has for me, is good.

SPORTSGIRL sweater, unbranded jumpsuit, ZARA slipper

cheers, sartob