Late night thoughts, #prayforMH370

Wow, I didn't know some of my other friends actually read my blog. I bumped into so many people recently. They all asked me the same question "are you alright?" I'm like "yeh, yeh, of course, why not?!" "Oh no, I read your blog about..." "Ohhhhhh, nooooo, no no no, I'm fine, totally fine, wow, thank you."



CALM DOWN PEOPLE, I'm ok, I wasn't very very sad when I typed that post. I was just doing my self-reflection thingy on my blog and posting selfies, lol. I want to clarify some things but... I decided not to. Thanks for the lovely emails, they are really sweet, really. Thanks for the emails, I might not reply every single one but I read every single one.
The only thing I want to say is that he didn't dump me, he was good, hanging on. In fact, I brought it up and it was mutual, we both agreed to. We didn't end it badly, we just don't talk to each other, it's for the best but I wish we did.
Wow, I don't know where did I get the balls to expose these flaws of mine. Some guys actually read it and told me about it. I was like, shit, did I just spoil my own "market"? Lol. In my own defense, I would say that... I'm also a sweet girlfriend who would do the most romantic things, who would give it all. Well, if you know me, you'll know, you know, they know, everyone knows.




I want to talk about MH370 today. I've been following the news, the press conferences, 5.30pm everyday. My friend's mother IS on board, I can't believe this is happening to a friend of mine. I didn't talk to her or ask about anything because I can't imagine what she's going through. Don't ask about anything, just let them be alone... I guess? We used to go to the same school, same church. Her mum, a cheerful, gracious, religious person. Oh, I just can't imagine it. I'm sorry, sorry for you, A, for having to go through this. We pray for MH370.

I didn't share anything about MH370 on Facebook at all. I think it's irresponsible, it's inconsiderate, it's unnecessary. You don't need to share, nobody wants to know it from you. Your speculations, your comments are not needed. Watch it on news, Malaysian, international, read and keep it to yourself. Well, I don't mind if you share about the bomoh jokes, they are hilarious. But I don't encourage, share among your friends, group chat, it's enough. Stop, stop it, stop spreading rumours, posting about speculations, enough is enough. Give the families a break, show some respect.


It was the FMFA weekend. Armin asked us to take a moment to pray for MH370. Thanks for this.

Just so you know, we are all praying for you. Come home.

You will never know what's going to happen tomorrow. Live happy, don't waste it, it's selfish.