I Always Stay Late Nights

I always stay late nights
Laying on top of my car, peering,
Watching the stars shine
And illuminating away the dreary mornings.
The noises, crowds, commotions
All seem to tear me
Drown me
Into nothing more but a speckle on a stained garment
So I chose to be alone.
To be the only soul
Inhaling one moment frozen air
And then exhaling white swirls.
I don't have a route.
No direction in which I turn to next.
Only the beating heart leading me to my newest fate.
I have gotten rid of the paths
And instead walk with the grass.