Memoirs – Chapter One Hundred and Six

I know the bible says somewhere that when someone harms you, you must turn the other cheek. Yes I have read the same bible as everyone else but I also believe that there are times when you have to step up and fight fire with

fire. You cannot always be the one who plays victim and with some of the divorce cases I have seen at work most women are victims in the marriage right up to the divorce settlement! Too much bible is what makes him not learn his lesson, you are angry at him one moment then forgive him the next day because umfundisi says so! Fuck that! I was going to show her and him that they had started a dangerous game and with the wrong person! How long was I supposed to play dead though! Every time I was on the receiving end and much as I had to think ahead to what misery they will throw my way next I had to accept they were busy having fun at my expense. If I was a woman I would be saying why am I always the one crying but with men and our ego the tears simply don’t come that easy. I had a lot bottled up inside me and here was his daughter, hopefully his pride and joy and I was going to break her virginity. I was not going to hurt her. I was not going to force her either. I wanted her to fall in love!

Sitting on my lap I asked them who the guy was, the one that ran away. Zimasa laughed and said if she told me Ezile would never forgive her. I turned to Ezile and asked her to tell me herself but she refused. Instead she was blushing and looking rather embarrassed. One thing I have learned with age is that if you tell a woman these next five words she will tell you her deepest darkest secrets.
“I promise I won’t judge…”

Works like a charm. I said that to her and that was that. Zimasa is that kind of friend that wants to have the final say and would sell you out just to say she is the one who said it.
“He is a guy from school! Ezile wants to lose her virginity so he was the lucky guy to do that!”

I won’t lie I kind of felt sorry for her. Like I said at introduction point when I first met her, she was not the prettiest girl in the world. I know people tell themselves that God made everyone beautiful but if they read Animal Farm they would add “… but some are more beautiful than others!” Well unfortunately that will not be said of her. I could get why she would want to lose her virginity to just anyone because she was clearly single and had been single for a long time if not forever.

“Why would you want to lose your virginity to someone who knows nothing about sex? He will only pump in and out and won’t take care how he does it!”

Ok that was kind of preachy but what else could I have said. I immediately changed the topic and asked them to tell me about them and what was going on in their lives. Zimasa obviously took over the show but surprisingly she spoke a lot about school and how she was so frustrated by it. All this time mind you they were drinking and smoking weed. I was not drinking and they did not urge me to either. Why would they? Besides Russian Bear is not for me! Every now and again I would prompt Ezile to say something and a few words would come out. With time though and alcohol she started loosening up. I asked them what had happened to the swimming and the moment I did they went and ran into the pool. This gave me a chance to go check on Asthandile. She was totally passed out meaning I had time. I went to the pool to join the girls.

Zimasa got a phone call and immediately complained how her battery was almost flat. She walked away from us so I suspect it was guy. I turned to Ezile,

“When last did you kiss a guy?”

I asked her. She had not been expecting that question and was a bit shy to answer then she said it was the guy who ran away today.

“Come show me what you did?”

I told her. She looked towards Zimasa for help but Zimasa was already on her way inside the house to charge her phone.

“Your wife is…”

I quickly cut her off before she spoilt the moment,

“My wife is sleeping upstairs and won’t wake up. Come before Zimasa comes back!”

She swam walked towards me a bit scared but i did not move. I was in the water also by the pools edge.

I kissed her. Now it’s time to dispell another myth. It does not matter how hot or ugly a person is, all women’s lips basically feel the same. Yes some have thicker or thinner lips but the sensation is the same. Only when she has too much lipgloss on is it disgusting because it feels like condom lubricant. Pretty girls tend to think that their honeypots have a nectar jucier than the rest of the morat world but reality check it feels the same and most dicks don’t mind as long as they get some.

I enjoyed the kiss so much I got brave and put my hands in between her legs. She was in a bikini but at least where she lacked in beauty she more than just compensated in her beautiful body. I pushed her bikini to the sige and started fingering the 18year old. Asthandile did not like being fingered meaning I was a bit rusty at it. I tried so much to be gentle and by the way she was clutching at me I was on the right path. Even in water this kid was wet. It was so slippery down there I knew it was only a matter of time before I gave an orgasm as clearly I was masturbating her.

“Ahem ahem!”

I heard from the back!

“Mxolisi what are you doing?”

Zimasa said shocked with her legs over her mouth. I did not immediately reply and I didn’t stop!

“Nothing, just having fun!”

I said confidently.

“You have just ruined everything!”

She said and I could see it in her eyes a sense of betrayal.

What did she mean though when she said I had ruined everything?

****The End*****

Mikeatdiary
Michael Nkululeko Maphoto (fb)
@diaryofazulugal

Dwar Mike

Thank you doe posting my letter.

I am 41 and married. I recently found out my husband has a mistress who me has been seeing for three years. We live in a fairly small town so I recently changed churches. At the new church I made friends with this woman. One day I invited her to my house and when she saw my husband she was shocked because she knew him as her other friends single boyfriend. My husband has not said anything about her though. After she told me this I went through his phone that’s why I believe. I am soo scared of divorce and being alone afterwards.

Please advise me

Married