Have you ever come to a point where you don't know how to measure your current emotions? Like your mind is clouded with all sorts of thoughts in a sudden, be it the current topic of your mind seeking for an answer or even processing any kind of information to be validated by your mind a.k.a 'acceptance' at any point of time. Hence, provoking emotional turmoil leading to frustration and worse, if that person is incapable of handling his/her emotion; self-destruction. The condition of self-destruction involves a lot of anger and hatred and I would say it isn't the most pleasant situation to be in or even, think about it. To sum it up, think black hole. Or, maybe not. Perhaps black hole at the spur time of it I'd say.

Anyway, i don't know where this is going but i don't really care about the flow of this. I am just composing as to my fingers dance on my keyboard while listening to Spotify default playlist 'Dark & Stormy' because i don't know what artiste to listen but i do know i craved for the blues. I feel pretty useless at this hour. Selfless. Hopeless. Maybe, stupid. I think i just created a war. And, I have never liked wars and all the world war series or just simply, conflict and fights. I need to stop a war but i don't know how to. Maybe it isn't a war and it's just a life test i'm being thrown at. Maybe. I think i should end now cos i have to wake up early for work in the next hours. I hope for the latter though. Besides, a test is always better than a war.

Good night and Happy Monday.