Cinderella - one of my unhealthy obsession -

okay first of all, I have to write this: 'Cinderella Story' is one of my unhealthy obsession beside cherry blossom (in term of experiencing it right on where it is), so if you combine my cinderella obsession and my cherry blossom obsession it equals to how much Mojo Jojo (one of Power Puff Girl's enemy fyi) wants to rule the world.
*** and last year, probably around last quarter of 2014. I heard that Disney is going to remake their Cinderella cartoon, or they have actually at that time... and they will released it on March '15

AND HEY! IT'S MARCH ALREADYYY!!! I just need to wait patiently until it come to local theater at my hometown
~just realize (like) now... is it weird for 23years old girl to hype over Cinderella *which she has been watching that cartoon all over again since she was 7* when girls at her age anticipating for something more mature like... 50 Shades of Grey or Insurgent, ummm...
Cinderella been part of my role model, I've been living for 23years *and counting, well.. hopefully* and she has been my inspiration...
And I remember there was a day, I think it was 2-3years ago when I was in that 'phase' -- the emotional year, 'the golden year' if I recalling again... 2012-2014 was such a year full of things to learn, when I was there I thought: "How could this happen to me" "whyy..." "I just wanna sleep and never awake anymore" etc.
I called 2013 and 2014 as a very bad year, rotten year. But then...I might never be here if I didn't survive my 2013 and 2014, right? And I learn a lot of things. tho... I am still a major procrastinator *blah*
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back to Cinderella,... I re-watched it again at that day (?) and I realize that Cinderella is more than a sob story about an orphan whom got tortured by her step mom and step sis and live in the attic instead of her dad left her a lot of inheritance *I can tell that she had a good house and nice uhm horse cart (?)*
If I compare that situation into a person's live, than yeaah everyone can be a Cinderella. I am not talking about randomly getting a hot prince as your dance partner on a party and afterward you live happily ever after with him. P.S : I don't think live happily ever after is legit - if we're talking about after-life then yes. it exist. but! hey let's see I believe that there is no perfect live, everyone has his/her own perks of being them self, like there is someone whose family is unhappy - yeah you know what I mean - but they can be lucky at other thing, or maybe there is someone whose family is happy but they might be financially unstable... tho life is not about black and white but I guess it happens to everyone... 'no perfect life'.
so based on Cinderella: step mom/step sis = black part of our live the mouses, the horses, the dogs (Cinderella's helper and energy) = white part of our live the make over before the party = what we do to achieve the goal -whether it is success or NOT- Fairy God Mother = the black swan, the surprise Hot Prince = our goal
there are always be a step mom on our life: ~like failing on applying for jobs,
the helpers are the perks of being our self *it can be anything* ~like having a rich daddy so you don't need to worry financially, tho you're jobless
and... there is the fairy god mother > the black swan, the surprise: ~things that help you -surprisingly-, something that you never make a count that it will going to happen for example, your apply to some job, and surprisingly someone from your office *that you never knew him/her working there* knew you, your ability, your track record, your goodwill, anything, and recommend you to work there...
so in the end you meet the hot prince ~your goal to work at that office. and please note that Cinderella actually didn't know that, AT THAT NIGHT SHE WAS ACTUALLY DANCE WITH THE PRINCE (hell, I just realized at that day, that Cinderella actually thought that the prince was (yes) actually a random guy whom she is into love at the first sight thing ~ew)
so if I convert that moment to the irl (or in real life) YESSS -- you will attract what you actually want, that thing called Law of Attraction. so it is possible, if you actually have got close to what you want but then there is a bigger test to reach it, if you survive than you win... if you don't ...umm so sad :( *not a waste to try, because when we have try then we actually have learn something*

*** so now... you can think again about what is your step mother, what is your helpers, what is your fairy god mother that will lead your to your prince... is hard to be honest, as for me I change my 'preference' of 'ideal hot prince' a lot - not that I changed my goal - but I just constantly revising it lol
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talking about Cinderella Movie which is going to come soon , --judged from it's teaser I think it will completely same with the cartoon one but hopefully it will be more emotional and beautiful in terms of the color Disney use (?).
and THANKS FOR PICKED ELLIE GOULDING AS THE SOUNDTRACK SINGER
I love her voice and how she sing -- the song emotionally fit the movie *umm I mean the teaser*:

*sobs*
and one thing I don't know whether I have to be upset or happy is... for the prince charming 's cast *sorry Richard Madden* he is just not my style lol but on the other side maybe I have to be happy, since if the prince is 'my style' - then I might ended got starstruck for the whole 2015.
x.o.x.o

that picture ↑↑↑ means a lot for me you know my biggest motivation to graduate this year is...to taste sakura latte (umm no I was kidding) but TT_TT... I am still praying 'the black swan' will show up soon ><



"no matter how your heart is grieving if you keep on believing, the dreams that you wish will come trueee~"