Late night thoughts : Empty

Hello, I'm home quite early today, got home at 12.30am. It's 12:52am now, I had a quick shower, feel so good. Doing my mask, this new mask I'm trying is so goooooood. I'm doing a review about it soon anyway.

I think I work quite hard. It's exhausting, I'm so drained recently. I need doctor Rachel, like seriously. I got home happy today because I'm so thankful for my staffs. They are such a blessing, they lighten my burden a little by a little, day by day. Gosh, I appreciate my blessing so much. Yet, sometimes I get home really emotional. It's like I work so hard for nothing. I feel empty. It's like I'm working for nothing. I know I have to work for my future, it's something, it's an achievement. I should think more maturely and I should feel a little proud of myself. Hmmm, I don't know, I guess I miss that someone. At least, I know he's doing well, he's happy, I'm happy that's he's happy. Ahhhhh, just gotta get over it. Hmmm, life... things just don't go your way sometimes... I shouldn't be talking about something so private.
Can't wait. Can't wait for the next chapter of my life. Career is so important.


falling asleep, continue tomorrow, xx.