It seemed only fitting to end my “Life Lessons” with a post about fashion & beauty. While I’ve covered aspects of health, mental wellness and overall well-being in the previous posts, it seemed like a great time to reflect on the lessons that relate more specifically to my love of personal style.
When I started this blog, I was on my way to $15,000 in debt. Over the last 7 years, I’ve struggled to find balance in my life: between buying things because I love them (and often couldn’t afford them) and buying them because they were practical and necessary. In the past few years, I’ve found that neither extreme makes me happy – one leaves me in debt, and one leaves me feeling uninspired.
Somewhere between the two is a place of owning what I love, what I need, and what I can afford. This past year I’ve started finding my way into that middle ground, and I’m so happy with my wardrobe.
Sitting in my closet are about a half dozen silk Trashy Diva dresses. They’re all a size 14, and were purchased in the years following Hurricane Katrina. Almost all of them sit, unworn. During grad school, I thought they were too special to wear. Then I gained weight. Now I have these beautiful dresses that I can’t physically fit into, that sit, unworn.
While I hope to one day to get back to my target weight, they’re a reminder that when I buy beautiful pieces now? I should wear them. There’s no greater fashion regret than buying a piece and never wearing it.
I’ve purchased faux leather shoes at Target that have lasted me years. I’ve purchased leather, name-brand flats that have fallen apart at 6 months. Then there are the horror stories of women who have purchased Dolce & Gabanna, Christian Louboutin, or other spectacular brands…. only for the shoe to fall apart after walking 6 blocks in the city.
Somewhere, in building my best wardrobe, I’ve found brands that I’m loyal to because I don’t have to sacrifice cost or quality to receive the other. And in any purchase, I try to avoid flimsy fast fashion that will never, ever be worth my money.
Because you may never, ever have that body. I could build a closet of “reach” clothes: the pieces I’ll fit into when I hit that weight loss goal. Or I can build a closet of pieces designed to “work” with my body flaws.
Or I can find pleasure in dressing in the clothes that make me happy NOW, for the body that I have NOW. This may involve a certain degree of courage, confidence, and at times- turning the other cheek. But if I get satisfaction each time I look into a mirror – that seems worth it.
Any major style points I’ve missed? What are the most important style lessons you’ve learned in life?
If you missed parts 1 and 2 of Life Lessons Learned by 30, you can check them out here and here!
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