So what is there to tell… A lot actually. Where i grew up its impolite to assume that you are in any aspect more interesting, more adventurous, more etc. than anybody. It’s better to be just like everybody else, don’t act outside the box and don’t think that you are somebody or that you are better in any aspects. That gets kind of super boring and it makes you grew up with a fear of being different. Unfortunately for me growing up were i did, my impulses always been stronger than my fears. That has made me in some ways admired and in some ways hated, disliked. For better or for worse and growing up as a minority teenage girl in a square world is kind of frightening. I would be lying if I were to say that I didn’t still have a fear inside of me of not being approved by society. Growing up I had to learn how to adapt to survive in this society of ours. After living in the same society for almost two decades I’ve decided that I have to listen to that inner voice that is screaming for more of life. Sometimes you just have to risk it all. Starting over in my age is a bit risky and a lot of people might say I will be working against the odds. But I refuse to spend a minute more of my life listening to the “Nay-sayers”. I’m enjoying every bit of it...
