"My heart is cracked...."

Yesterday we went shoe shopping after school....
and Ellie didn't get a pair because she already had these awesome pink moccasins...
But that didn't stop her from trying on every pair of giant shoes with hello kitty on them that she could find....

My Blake is not liking Kindergarten. He told me he cried at every recess and at lunch, which broke my heart. He said he loves me so much and misses me so much.
So today I went with him to his class, and helped set up peechee folders with the kids name on them....but he still was not too happy.
I told him I'd come back in an hour to bring him a special cherry-berry-protein smoothie to go with his lunch...

When I returned the teacher said he still cried while I was gone. And that he said he was too sad to eat his lunch the day before and just cried at lunch time. I cried hearing this (not in front of him of course)
At lunch he told me his heart is cracked because he misses me so much.
After lunch I stayed to play with him and the other kids at recess. I drew pictures of animals for them and had them name them, Ellie really liked one little girl that kept holding her hand.
Blakey told me to draw a picture of him and me holding hands, and draw God above watching over him and asked me to pray for him, for God to watch over him. He asked me to kiss his hand so it would stay with him and told me our hearts are connected. I told him, they are, and I'm thinking about him all day and how much I love him. He cried back in his class again. I told him I'd see him real soon, and I'll be the first face he sees when he walks out the doors!
I cried after I left him at lunch. I cried when I got home....it hurts my heart to know his lil heart is hurting...and I just wish I could stay and sit next to him all day. I wanted to go and hug all the little ones that were crying...oh Kindergarten, I remember when I cried because I missed my mom too!

My little guy and his truck lunch box and the smoothie I brought him...

Huge hugs and the reason my blogpost is so late is because I was not at home to write it, but trying to comfort my lil' Blakey at school..., hugs from mama Kandee

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