Trade My Name

I am a war I am implosion The resolution of annihilation Blood and bone and ash Buried in the grass like a seed Your Lilith in the garden The original Eve Swallowing misdeeds With a swollen belly And growing unease
I am a war I am fire and brimstone Traded my name for a backbone Lost my pride in a bet With vanity and debt Gave it all to a boy Who hasn't come for me yet And I'm hurting and unsure But not like I used to be With head high and eyes shut I finally see It's not exile I'm not banished I'm free