Lately I've been feeling extra weighed down by some evils lurking in our world. I hate being vague on the blog, but until I figure out a way to describe some of this in more detail—while remaining sensitive to those it directly involves—you're gonna get some vagueness. I know our world is corrupted by sin, and I'm not just talking about the 'stealing from the cookie jar when you're seven' kind of sin. But bless your heart if that's the most you've ever had to deal with. I'm talking about the wicked and evil darkness kind of sin—the kind that is binding and causes widespread suffering—the kind that makes you want to punch walls and scream, "F%*$ you, Satan!" Sadly, I can usually push it to the sides of my brain in order to keep my heart joyfully afloat in a world that is literally drowning in this kind of depravity, but every once in a while, when it threatens the joy of people I love, it becomes too personal and painful to ignore. Sometimes I need a little extra reminding that His love and grace is resting peacefully in the shadows, ready to embrace us when we've simply had enough of the darkness and our souls feel like fainting.
And so today I'm thankful for Jenny & Tyler's song, Faint Not. the problem’s not a gun, not a color, not a hundred dollar bill we think the struggle can be won with simple thoughts like 'come together be good willed' the gap between the rich and poor is spreading out all the more or so they say we ignore the claims
o my soul, faint not, no faint not | o my soul, keep up, up in love
it’s not that we don’t know or we’re not shown the proof of poverty it’s not that we don’t have the tools to go to break this yoke of slavery we quit because it’s not an easy fix and then forget that they are even there we forget to care
o my soul, faint not, no faint not | o my soul, keep up, up in love
where there is hatred, let me sow love where there is injury, let me pardon where there is darkness, let the Light come, come
o my soul, faint not, no faint not | o my soul, keep up, up in love